i have analyzed the Matrix Reloaded again, and my findings are this:

#1. i am near to full comprehension of the architect's speech, and am left with one question, that i am nearly sure he does not answer. Why does the choice to go back and save Trinity result in the destruction of the human race? and if you think you're answering that, then think of this way: Why are the machines prepared to accept this destruction, that they would lose their source of power... WHY? i understand that no one has made this decision before because they were designed to love the human race, and Neo's programming (yes, programming because that's what he is) is to love Trinity, and therefore his decision, already known by both himself and the architect, is to save her, and not humanity. but in saving her i believe he hopes to destroy the machines (ha, earth crisis album).

#2. Agent Smith and Neo are one. no, Agent Smith is not Neo's father as we made Sarah believe, but he does know what a sentinel is. they're connected. neo came back to life, smith came back to life. in the real world, neo stopped the sentinels (because of his program connection i believe) and smith stopped the sentinels, this deduced from Bane, Smith incarnate, being the only survivor of a sentinel sweep through attacking human war ships. both were knocked unconscious after this seemingly human generated electro-magnetic-pulse. and so, Revolutions ends, smith is destroyed, neo is destroyed, and trinity's pregnant err something. of course the directors are anime freaks so it could end up a huge disco dance party or something, really, it's totally open. ok, i'm done.

RELOAD BEFORE THE REVOLUTION

my other findings are that my friends never write anything to me and i am alone. well fine, be that way ...until the handle breaks off and they have to find a doctor to put it back on again.

7am broadcasting again. they shouldm make this illegal. wish they had messenger on this computer, and the computer didn't try explode when i try to use express. bah. so very tired.

She is definitely not supposed to be here, what the crap.
I am now online, my house is now online, I am happy as can be.

wait a second, what the heck is kimie doing on 4AM!?

damien jurado was awesome last night. he thought it was cool that i had seen him at the metro in chicago. and now in some garage/warehouse small thing in the middle of copenhagen. i have barely slept. now i will die.

well yes. wednesday was 10 hours of hanging out for chuck and ryan. it was marvelous. and the sounds of the day was not much more than this. i don't know.

wow, no posts on wednesday.

chuck's not home so i don't have to compete with him to listen to the music that i want to listen to. so i'm listening to hepcat and the slackers until its time to go to class.

wow thatwas easy i hope i don't make a habit out of it..

someone buy it now!! now now now!

i just love fasting..NOT.
we jews fast without drinking

sho did, and they was chickens my man. it was a hen hizzy.

so yeah, there was some huge explosion/boom in the sky like 15 minutes ago. me and ryan totally saw it. some cub fan got the news late or something. regardless, it was really big. and if you guys hung out here at my house til 2 in the morning you could have shared it with us.

but nope. just me and ryan, being entertaining. so alone. monday is slash z update day from now on, just so you know. mm hmm. this is a revolution of the mind. that's right.