so circuit city forgot their memory card in my video camera so its mine now, which means i can do low quality photodocs. once again eli, i'm sorry, cause i'm still hosting images on neged. i promise i will get all my junk off of there on tuesday. anyways tj and kiel's band was recording today and they had me film it and take pictures. so yeah here it is.

photodocumentation of by nightfall

love covers all.....
but if i force it to cover it's not love......

i don't understand what's going on with me.
i hate it. and i'm in a lecture whenever jon calls.

jon, man...i'm sorry. call me after 8 my time, when you get up.
i really want to talk to you.
i'm having a rough time here.

reminded of a tragic love affair. reminded how much more i have yet to go through. fed up with half the people here, probably just because i'm sick of people tonight, and guess what, in the morning i have to jump a plane, with all of them, to belgium, and be there, with all of them, for an unknown amount of time. unknown because i just haven't felt like paying attention to those things. also reminded, of this:
"i wish you could put your ear up to my heart and hear how much i love you".

"now that we're here can you tell me exactly how i should have done? twice with your eyes closed. i'll have you know, it's you and me, potentially. i know you, and i know you're not afraid to say the least."

ok, yeah, i don't know what to post anymore. leaving for belgium soon. don't feel like packing. procrastination, wooo.

okay, everyone go look at the counter.
there's two hits from iran in the last couple months.

two people have visted here. from iran.
a country that has no way to hear truth.
death sentence if you have a satelite dish.

and they came here.
cool. we could do so much more.
this is one of the worst days i've had in months.

ma=what
im=about (actually with)
ivri'it=hebrew
happy birthday Yoel, i hope ppl don't party too hard tonight.
decided i am going to look at what i write before i publish

i don't think you tought me that one.

i;m alive.
i slept for 8 staight hours for the first time in weeks!!
i am tired again and kinda crabby.. but it's ok right?
it could be worse
i could be really depressed.
ryan ma in haivrit?

ravetastic.
i just mailed you a picture of her.

the kid came out?
what's the name!?
someone email me!

that's it. you're all dead. i've decided.

and what's up with josh having a kid!? that doesn't make sense.

ok, for some reason we just watched a documentary on michael jackson. but it was british, so it definitely wasn't like an american program. they were interviewing him, with a thirteen year old boy resting his head on his shoulder and saying that he sleeps in his bed. something definitely seems wrong about that.

where is everyone? i'm gonna go make a phone call.

"i just came to bring the jacket, i didn't kiss her i swear, please don't kill me".

there's some anniversaries coming up. mmm, fun.

okay, nobody put up a photodoc tomorrow.
i got on tonight, and saw ryan's awesome pictures, so...
TOMORROW NIGHT = MINE!

but man, those snow pics are unreal.
i can't belive it's cold at home.

sorry eli, but i had to host these images on neged, cause the FTP wouldn't log onto 4amblue from my computer. i'll move them as soon as i can. anyways here are pictures of the snow.

photodocumentation of a blizzard

so lately my parents have been reading up on the illumnati and they were amazed to find out that i know stuff about them... thank you deus ex. i'm not too sure about the back of the calf, but its a possibility. i don't know, i'll have to think about it.

i'm all for it man.
may i suggest the back of the calf?

possible new tattoo design. what do you guys think?

correction, that was the last thing i needed to hear today.
also i put up a new picture, so feel free to check it out.

ryan, you'd make beautiful babies with anyone.
even me.

my mom ran into elea today, told me that me and her would make beautiful babies. gross mom, that was the last thing i wanted to hear today... probably the last thing all of you wanted to hear today.

man, the binders get to have all the fun.
what about ryan?

03 03 03 03:03 pm

man, binder in a denmark photodoc.
strange days, man. strange days.

good pics, dude...hi binder.
also, i think you should put clothes on the statue of the woman and take a picture. aaaand, what the heck is the spider thing supposed to be anyway?

ok, this doc took way too long to make, while sitting in the computer room late at night, sitting in a very unusual spot, knowing that if one more person left the computer room i would have to abandon this no matter where i was at and leave. that didn't happen, and here i am at 1:13 am posting a bunch of weird photos. unfortunately the files are taking an incredibly long time to upload (as i write this out) so i'll probably be here another twenty minutes at the least, we'll see. alright, i'm gonna put subject headings on groups of pictures, cuz some of these really need explanation...
soteriology class, including break time or whatever

nothing to do on a friday night, study in the library

the arrival of binder, including my headband and the new demonic statue downtown

i slept all afternoon.

much better.

well done. internet's been down. binder's here. pictures from the last few days, sometime later. photo doc of me falling apart, uncaptured. try not to look and long for the future, but looking here hurts too much, looking here (in my stubborn eye) makes the future seem impossible and destroyed. ugh, enough of this rant.
happy birthday binder, you baby what's up!?

tell the guestbook if you like it more now. don't forget to fullscreen it.