yeah...awesome.
went to the youth group me and jjay found last night, and then went to see steve off.man, what emotionally taxing days are these. nobody's stable.
god, change us so that we can change the world.

but yeah...this youth group held the best worship i've ever heard.
it was incredible, i'm going to try to go back next week...
anyone want to come?

yalla lets go..

yeah, tonight was amazing...
i witnessed so much beauty within the body of christ.

everyone loving each other, everyone comfortable and safe.
nobody felt akward and everyone was totally free to worship god in their own way.

i must return soon...
it's a shame that i can't on a regular basis.

it's nearly one. i'm alone again. just me and denison singing here toward a dark window, only his voice comes from speakers, and my sounds lonely. someday i'll write a song again.

chuck you look like a lesbian.

go down.
down

Down
Down.
Down
Down.

lower.
i can't look at it...
4amblue is unpleasant
out of immediate sight
eveyone post! get those pictures in the archives quick!!!!!

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! make it go away!

gross just gross...
5 days....

i second that...
wait, i'm not really trying.

this whole trying to get back on to a normal sleeping schedule thing isn't working.

i'm so pissed...
the computer to my right, carlos 3, is broken beyond belief.
somebody that has been on it in the past 2 days did something very bad, and now whenever it tries to go out to the internet, it crashes. i've reinstalled windows 3 times, i've done feats with internet explorer that would impress the experts, and i'm left with nothing.

add a phone argument...
a cramp in my leg...
catching the dog playing in the trash when i get home...
and you might say that i'm not having the best evening of all time.

blah, screw this, i'm gonna go watch a movie...
in a bit.

that'll be nice.

poop

one my cats crapped on my brother's bed... while he was sleeping on it.

i like it.
need sleep.
need computer

hey, everybody...hey!
SHUT UP!

everyone! everyone! grow up!
i'm going to sleep now, i don't care if you think i'm a slugabed.

that's funny...
there's nothing about calling people poo poo heads in that, jerk.
also, the word of the day is slugabed.
not integrity.

slugabed \SLUHG-uh-bed\, noun:
One who stays in bed until a late hour; a sluggard.
take heed ryan.

well, at least we got the creepy de picture off, huh?

in·teg·ri·ty noun.
1)Steadfast adherence to a strict moral or ethical code.
2)The state of being unimpaired; soundness.
3)The quality or condition of being whole or undivided; completeness

...nothing like ringing in the new year with back stabbing.

way to get on the bandwagon, jon.
POST EDITOR!

yes, my last two posts have been edited, this one probably will too.
I-N-T-E-G-R-I-T-Y.

unbeliveable...

...but it's all i haaave.
you can't take what little i have left away.
i don't want ALL the world to know that i scratch my butt.
wait...i just posted that...

DELETE! DELETE! UNSEND!
IT WON'T WORK!

ooooooh, i'm a big poopoo head.

chuck edits my posts to protect his image.

i thought we were friends.

yikes.

well, here it is.
ladies and gentlemen, i give you...

the 4amblue of the future...today!

i made it. i'm proud.

what about me?

well, you will all have plenty of a chance to love me while i'm home for the rest of winter...the DTS is full, i can't go.
oh well.

love is everything.

love is warm. not cool

ha, new 4am... and in case you were wondering, ryan is not wolverine, i am not cyclops, oh but chuck is the beast. and we are the un-.com of the new generation, with a new flavor twist, aimed especially at the mall-core consumers. yes.

yeah, love is cool.

i think i strongly disagree with Eli's statement.

yeah...it's like 40 degrees outside, and that so calls for dinosaur beach.
BUT, my friend is on my couch, pretending to be asleep...
so it looks like we're not going.

we prolly won't get another chance until this summer...
which is insane, because we've had two so far this winter.
whatever.

well, here's one of our favorite dino beach pics anyway...
because 4am needs it.
because i need a 4am.

thats why its better not to say anything at all......

brak, love is something you say to a woman that you can never take back, because they remember these things and next thing you know you are married to her.

wait, why did you start a movie at that time? whatever, bed.

there is way to much use of the middle finger going on.

ditched yet again. nowhere to run. not a thing to say.

oh yes, the minidoc.
the greatest 4amblue innovation since...the photodoc.

huzzah!

i'm trying something new. mini photo doc. heh, mini photo. yep.