hope u guys are having fun at h&s......

dang, i fell asleep during an MST3K episode. what's up with that? you'd think i was danielle or something. well, mark fell asleep too, so i guess it's ok. yeah, he may have been colossal, but i don't know about amazing. pfft.

videos videos videos...so much work.
that's my excuse for not posting...the rest of you guys got some splaining to do.
look at how rugged i've become!

does anyone think for themselves
or do we all think what we are fed

um, what's going on? i thought this was the bathroom. no, really.

this go ryan thing is already old.

my application is all done, i'm sending it tonight.
oh man, i wonder what's gonna happen.

GO RYAN!

what i meant about DTS.. i meant as far as becoming a disciple. we don't need the to become a disciple. and there should be people at home who take us under thier wings. however, since many in the body don't/can't take young men and woman under thier wings. the solution of DTS was started.

now as far as DTS-s overseas thats a little different. cus it open u to ther cultures ect. and i think even more ppl should go to DTS..cus that is the best way for them to become disciples.

3 up. one more

yup.. DTS.s are accessories in general.. it's not what God intended.. they are just filling a mistake..
talked to danny today!

Their leader will be one of their own; their ruler will arise from among them. I will bring him near and he will come close to me, for who is he who will devote himself to be close to me?' declares the LORD .
Jeremiah 30:21

makes psalm 101 look like kids' stuff. so yeah, i totally figured it all out. all of it. all the prophecies line up, everything fit together. i now know who and what i need, and what i gotta do start all this. hoo boy. what kills me is how hawaii just seems like an accessory. like, i can continue forward with or without it. one of those ways is harder than the other, but honestly i really don't know which that is.

way #1: go to the dts in hawaii, get a ton of training, learn a ton of stuff. BUT i'll come back and will be even less connected than i am now. spend a long time re-establishing relationships, and then get moving on all this.

way #2: skip hawaii for now, really devote myself to god at home, and really try to grow here. stay connected with everyone, and get moving on god's will like, this week. start the revolution now. BUT i may never get the chance to go to a dts again.

well, in writing that...i got it. heh, lots of that going around.
one way requres more work, one way misses a one-time chance.
let's get 8 grand.

i can't sleep, good thing the critic is on late.

one step closer and i'll make cop salad out of your partner.
oh yeah, well i'm here to make killslaw.

here you go, cross and crown girls.

to mike and jake: my apologies for not staying awake. jet-lag. we've still got time to go on all the dates you want.

enough computers for me for the day. good night.

Each passing moment is another chance to turn it all around.

Mom:ryan, me and your dad went out to an early dinner and brought you back a dessert.
Ryan:thanks, i'll eat it later.
exeunt ryan
(several hours pass, ryan returns home to find that his dessert has been eaten)
Ryan:why am i not surprised?

i worry for danny.
if you talk to him, send him as much love from my direction as humanly possible.

"If only you would prepare your heart and lift up your hands to him in prayer! Get rid of your sins and leave all iniquity behind you. Then your face will brighten in innocence. You will be strong and free of fear. You will forget your misery. It will all be gone like water under the bridge. Your life will be brighter than the noonday. Any darkness will be as bright as morning. You will have courage because you will have hope. You will be protected and will rest in safety. You will lie down unafraid, and many will look to you for help."
job 11:13-19

looks like someone came home..
u don't know what ur friends look like untill the buzz !!.. Danny Decker. the man in the army .. with his head buzzed.

well, THAT was a fun day.
oh, and for anyone who cares...
hope came through, something awful happened,
and something great went on the whole day.

come on, the horse head in the bed...
oh right... vegans.