hahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha!

yeah, my life is definitely one big cycle.

another day at work
money sucks. down with money

well, i don't have anything to take pictures of. blah.

i hereby request a denmark photodoc on 4amblue.
today.

too bad my speakers don't work.

i think the best part of this is the music, but why does it make you feel so sad?

my cold is passing. but winter has just begun.
...and it's score is beating mine immeasurably

i feel a cold coming on.

and the year before that.. wait i am jewish i don't celebrate chrismas.

thanks for the chocalate .. and the extra pounds that were sent back with Danny.

remember last year and the year before that and the year before that...

iiii never ruined christmas.

whatever chuck. you ruin christmas every freaking year.

that's it. screw it.
no points for anybody.
jon ruined everything.

in fact, 10 points to me, FOR NO GOOD REASON!

so true...

ryan, that was so easy. even if i hadn't put my mouse over it and it said "4amblue, ryan weissmuller, ..." i had already guessed it. ah, once again optimus prime leads us down the drudgy waters that we call... life.

check it out. find my contribution to this totem pole. chuck says 2 points to whoever signs the guestbook with which part is mine.

thus far, you have been adrift in the sheltered harbor of my patience.
yeah, dvd baby. huzzah.

so, um...yeah.

you try to give it your best, but to what end? saliva. you may not think so at first, but i'm your designated driver.

just another random posting.

i figured that would work.
also, Eiffel Knievel...the world's greatest stunt architecture

i just got done reinstalling windows and my computer works great now. it only took a little more than 4 hours. i wonder how long it will take before my brother screws it up again?

so, uh...hello?
where the crap is everybody?

2 photodocs...the first is goodbye to danny, and then the second is me and ryan's journey to chili's afterwards (we got lost). but overall, today was kinda sad. we'll miss you danny.

a lot of weather we've been having lately.

i should really go to bed or something.

apparently only the last half of the summer.

dude, i've been up for a 4am since you left.
we'd have some good stories, that's for sure.

chicago's a lonely place, jon.
and there's snow on the ground, and that sucks.
::sob:: ::sob:: ::cry:: ::cry::

at least we've got the summer.

you know those times, where you just need a something like a best friend to talk to and unload on... we used to call those 4am drives to the beach to take pictures, while stopping at my dorm room way past curfew and one of my roommates being awake so i didn't jump out the balcony winow. heh, and remember the time we were gonna wake up de on her birthday, just because we were awake. well, those time will now be forever shortened to just "4am". yeah, i need one of those. it's only about two hours away, but i have no car to drive off in, only a very cold baltic sea to find, and apparently the wrong type of friend to bring along with me. well, all that doesn't put off the fact, that i need one of those.

God is at the end of the Path...

if for only a moment, i were back there, without a worry, with all of you, just happy. a car, a place to live, to be alone. we all go through things, that no one around us seem to understand. and we can't explain it, because then it would consume us. BECAUSE OF THE LORD'S GREAT LOVE WE ARE NOT CONSUMED, for his compassions never fail. they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.