love lets go, when it has to.

love never fails.

i'm letting it go now. i have no choice. i'm letting it go now. i have no choice. farewell.

i put a the links page up, finally. please take note of what is written at the very bottom of it- i don't want crap from anyone. for real.
but yeah, have fun with those.

and nobody seems to be commenting on the new hidden link i put up- tell me if you find it. it's not with the other 6.

you got that right

ewww, chuck smells.

so yeah, i'm tired of fighting with my friends. i hate this so much, i'm always the bad guy...the one who has to raise his voice. i want to teach, i want to show people the truth, and somehow or another...crap finds me.

be it fights with people i'm just telling the story to, or fights with people that think i'm wrong, crap always finds me. i'm trying hard to live a blameless life, to right wrongs and keep people out of trouble...and it seems like it's not enough for some.
whatever.

you said that you wanted to help me, to make me something more, and today you've only served to make things a tiny bit worse. even if you hadn't mentioned it, you would have felt it, and that's just the same. i don't get you at all. i don't understand what the heck the problem is.

guh. i'm done with all of this. screw today. for real.

you know half the time i blog one of you two are sitting next to me and the other one is usually in the other room. human communcation is breaking down.

i wanna get some flip-flops.

so there. all of you. the heads are gone, and i got my guestbook love.
color me a happy man.

this site is useless!
don't you understand. useless. do people enjoy reading this? no. all we see here are chuck's little "i'm gonna try to rule a domain, grrrrrrr" antics, and ryan's random thoughts on anything that floats through his ears. hmm, that sounds kinda harsh. haha.

there's a girl sitting next to me in the computer lab... she's got headphones on and i wonder if she's listening to my cd. woudln't that be funny. aren't i an idiot. or a jerk, pick one. hmm, thought for the day... THE GLORIA RECORD IS AWESOME.

you know, i could take it down, right now... but i don't feel like it. i feel like eating some food. yeah, good ol food. haven't had much of that lately. hmm, that's probably why i'm sick. gotta go find some food. yum.

TAKE THE LAST HEAD DOWN CHUCK!

ONE MORE

i've got this canker sore. its driving me nuts. also we need 2 more people to sign the guestbook so chuck will get rid of those stupid heads. tell him ryan sent ya.

scrolling through my blogs... i want more. i need some interaction. something to entertain me. wah, this dizziness is getting to me. i wonder if i could write a song. too bad i can't sing. feeling rather warm. better lie down. and the fireside tonight... i don't know if i can do it. bah. the gloria record will save me. better lie down. i'm missing people, different people, but it's strange. i had a dream i went to denmark, and became someone's best friend. and when we came back we acted like nothing had ever happened. better lie down.

ah, this is gross. so is being sick. let me love you orphan boy. i don't need no instructions to rock!

added 1 new link, need 3 more guestbook signings. :)

actually, i'll take away a head every time someone different signs. how about that?
we need the love...

okay, i'll make all of you a deal.
when the guestbook has 10 (TEN) more signings from DIFFERENT people...i'll take away my heads.
but until then....

ggggggaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh.....

i'm all over!!!!!!!!

by deliberately touched, i meant any kind of touch that you don't say "whoops, i'm sorry after."
i've deliberately touched you, ryan...even if it is when i'm punching you or something.

i don't know what you were thinking...
and yeah, i do care abou that.
sorry for having feelings...

that last one was in response to chuck's post on may 4th... whatever.

why should you care if someone delibrately touches you. i don't really think that is something someone should concern themselves with. i haven't been delibrately touched in 2 and half years and i've turned out fine. well... 2 and half years if you don't count mark always jumping me.

went on a bible reading/highlighting rampage today...
it was brutal.

going to the dollar store with jacqui (btw look at her journal...sweet template, eh?)
but yeah. i'll be right back.