don't touch! so i can't actually view the page right now, i don't know why. i just came in the editor, so that's how i'm reading your posts. careful what you do to the template. it took me hours to get it like that. and you don't know what you're doing.

i packed my stuff, i listened to my new comp, i missed the summer (and something else) someone else. and then i skated on over to school, the wind in my HAIR, but it all brings the memory of one thing. what the crap man, i can't escape it. i had more dreams this morning, but this time the president of my school came to pick me up, cause he had something important to tell me. we were driving, and he said they'd examined my health records (like they'd just done a test) and i had an ulcer. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN!? maybe it just means don't give up.

i remember standing on the rocks in wisconsin. there was only one other person there to remember it, and maybe one walking myth watching somewhere in the distance. i looked out at the moon rising, and behind me the sun setting. the air was beautiful, but not as beautiful as what sat five feet behind me. that's when i realized it, for the first time.

if you see kristina at souled out give her those worship cds for me. love always -jonathan.

i make changes...they do nothing. i tweak this, nothing happens. i put everything back when i'm done, things disappear. wonderful. i put it all back though (nicely too). this blog beast is something that must be tamed. it must learn that we are the master of this domain...the painters of blue. this revolution won't be televised, but it will be spectacular.
submit to us, blogbeast!

"take that winter," and i totally agree. it's 4.13am right now, and where's my blue? the problem is it isn't summer yet. not yet. soon though. and i'm excited. i think i might want to rip apart this HTML tonight and see how blogger works...shouldn't be too hard, right? i hope i don't break anything. whatever.

jon- have fun on the salvation army trip if i don't see you tomorrow. by the time you get back we'll have a new color to paint with (i hope). and we'll put it everywhere. let's make stickers.
yeah, stickers. stickers to stick on your face.

bringing back the summer? heck, it's almost here.

wake up. blogger is the future. why'd you leave the keys up on the counter?

i could buy you a bucket of diamonds but even the most beautiful of roses must someday crumble to dust and fade away. i miss the warmth of the summer.

so yeah. blog. indeed. i'm not sure about this. i'm used to the journal-type system, like good old scribble.nu and the bastard child diary-x.com. today is incredible, another day to make you wish it was a different one. and the schaumburg library is amazing. i walked in and thought it was a mall. for serious. there's like 3 "stores" on the bottom floor...it was awesome. but yeah, today's a day for remembering. and wanting.

where's the summer?
it's at my heels.
and it sleeps no longer.

our sensory system can only understand so much. and when it receives nothing, it then assumes that there's nothing around. that nothing will break the silence, and no one still wants to be near.


i'm hoping the senses are wrong.

our IP ADDRESS is now working. however, the domain www.4amblue.com has not kicked in. hoping that does soon, so we can get the ftp working, and stick this sucka up on the index. that'll be sweet.

test? bah?

today, is a day unlike any others. it's warm, it's beautiful. chuck is sitting next to me, working on his "diary" and hasn't responded to my invitaion to join this blog. soon, soon. will anyone ever see this? oh yes, 4 AM Blue will rule the universe. haha.

you will not get me, i've already won.

ok, so we're gonna get this thing started. gotta go send the mail to chuck.